I hate to admit it but I really missed you… more than I realized. Fuck why do you do this to me? Why do make me feel the way I do about you? I want you so badly. I’ve told you this before, but I would give you the world. Anything you wanted I would put it right in your hands. I would say anything, do anything to make sure you were happy with who you are. I want to know your darkest secrets, your most intimate desires. I want to memorize every scar, every crevice, every surface of your body. I want to hold you when you’re scared, celebrate with you when you’re happy, calm you down when you’re mad.
If you’re so bad for me why do you make me feel so good?
hey friend. one day ur gonna be happy. one day ur gonna be sitting w someone u love in ur favourite place in the world and ur gonna think “wow. life is p great” and everything will be okay. but u gotta make it til then okay? just hang in there. u’ll be okay.